trying to sing both parts in a disney song like
A WHOLE NEW WORLdon’t you dare close your eyes
A HUNDRED THOUShold your breath it gets better
I’M LIKE A SHOOTING STAR, I’VE COME SO FAR, I CAN’T GO BACK TO WHEREa whole new wooorrlllEVERY TURN A SURPRIwith new horizonEVERY MOMENT GETS BETTER
After spending the last two month trying to figure out where I belong. I realized a lot of things about myself. At first, I was sad and depress. The only thing I thought I could do was maybe letting go of myself. I may have came close to that, but it didn’t fall through. I want to be happy, but I don’t know how to be. I’ve spent so long trying to make others happy, that I forgotten what I needed to make me happy. That was it though, making other people made me happy, but it wasn’t enough. It wasn’t enough for you and I have to learn to accept that. I am tired of beating myself up, tired of fighting this war against myself about whether I belong here or not. I am sorry that I was never the person you wanted. I’m sorry that I was never enough for you. I’m sorry, but I don’t want to wake up every morning feeling like I did something wrong. I have to keep telling myself that because I’m not at fault. I’m going to do me, I’m going to go out. I’m going to meet people and have fun. I’m sorry if that makes it seems like I don’t care for you, but we both know that’s not the case. I’m sorry if it seems like I’m moving on. But keep in mind that you didn’t choose me.